Hi, My name is Jim, I started to write because I was depressed, I have two different styles of writing, One that is dark the other is light, the pain of my words is a part of me, I'm sharing my words to help myself heal and maybe help someoone else, then maybe I wont feel so all alone. FACE="script">Destruction of my body and mind I never thought the world could be so unkind Lost in hopes and dreams of tomorrow Now every thing seems filled with sorrow Hoping for happiness seems quite a bother Pain and malice is all I can ponder Why did this happen to me Why didn’t my eyes open, so that I could see Tried to be gentle warm and kind Now I’m trapped in this place in my mind Smiling brings me nothing but grief Somewhere I think I lost all belief Lack of desire and feelings of pain Always seem to be present in my brain What should I do Where should I go I wish there were answers Someplace to go This is where you tell your story or provide information to your visitors. Be sure to include changes or new information in a timely fashion. By keeping your Web site up to date, visitors will have a reason to return often. You may add text or HTML code to this field and make it as complex as you want. Or, you may erase the content of this field causing it to be hidden when people visit your site. This is where you tell your story or provide information to your visitors. Be sure to include changes or new information in a timely fashion. By keeping your Web site up to date, visitors will have a reason to return often. You may add text or HTML code to this field and make it as complex as you want. Or, you may erase the content of this field causing it to be hidden when people visit your site.