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| Love Hurts |
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| God never made an unbreakable heart |
Thing Of The Past |
I Don't Think I'm Me  |
How could you tell me you loved me if it was not true
When I thought I loved you and your friendship was true blue
You said you would never hurt me, so why do I cry
I find myself all alone and then I wonder why
Did you ever, do you, truely care about me
Or was all the time we spent together a fantasy
Am I saposed to believe I'm the one in your dreams at night
You lay in bed thinking of me, wishing you were holding me tight
What can I do when my heart and body are on fire
I long to be with you, you fill me with burning desire
Now you try to tell me you do not feel the same
Please do not tell it was all just some game
How can you say"I care, just not how you want me to."
When I was just in your arms and you were saying"I love you"
How can you change your heart from day to day
Why do you only seem to have time when you want to play
You do not even ever have time for that any more
So should I walk out of your life, I'm just not sure
I always thought you would be there, but your never here
I am starting to wonder if your feelings were ever really there
I know now in my mind that we were wrong
Because your not mine, to me you don't belong
I thought we felt the same, I thought we would last
But if we ever shared a love it a thing of the past.
written 4-20-96 Dedicated to my 1st love, GOOD RIDDENS |
I can't go to sleep at night, I just lay awake in bed
Don't want to get up in the morning, thats the part I dred
My baby sister wants to play, but I'm not in the mood
I don't want to go to dinner, I just can't eat the food
I don't want to go to any places that I used to go
I don't want to talk to any people that I used to know
I can't go to work today, think I'll quit my job
My rooms a total mess I'm becoming such a slob
I can't concintrate on school, even though I know I should
I just want to get away from here, oh how I wish I could
My tears just won't stop flowing, all I do is cry
I can't stop thinking about you, its a waste of time to try
I really should have known better, I guess I played the fool
I never thought you'd abandon me or that you could be so cruel
You were my only love for so long, I don't know another role
I've lost so much inside me, I don't even think I'm whole
I guess I've always been alone, but I'm really lonely now
You know, your a great actor, stand up and take a bow
My worlds crumbling down,'cause I guess it wasn't real
My hearts broke in a million pieces, but I guess its no big deal
My soul has never felt so empty, my zest for life is gone
And I just can't believe no one understands whats going on
I am in so much pain, it really is not hard to see
I don't even know who I am anymore, but I don't think I'm me.
written 2-4-2000 Dedicated to anyone who ever got thier heart broken
by thier first lover and/or thier best friend. |
You Don't Know |
I've Tried  |
You don't know how much it hurt when you went away
I thought about you all night, I thought about you all day
You don't know how many nights I've cried myself to sleep
I was wishing for a past I knew I couldn't keep
You don't know how much I have missed you
It hurts so much you don't miss me too
You don't know how often I've wondered what went wrong
How did we lose a friendship that was so strong
You don't know how I always wonder what I can do right
To get you back into my life, to keep you holding me tight
You don't know anything about how many tears I cry
When I think everything between us was just a lie
You don't know about all my regret
All the mistakes time don't let me forget.
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I've tried to forget you, you can't say I didn't try
But every night I think of you and every night I cry
I've tried to forget you, tried to get you out of my dreams
But now I'm so confused and nothing is what it seems
I've tried to forget you, forget how you made me feel
But now I have a broken heart and it just won't heal
I've tried to forget you, tried to get you off my mind
But our memories are special and I can't leave them behind
I've tried to forget you, tried to get you out of my heart
But then I look into your eyes and those old feelings start
I've tried to forget you, tried to forget your face
But no guy I have found could ever take your place
I've tried to forget you, tried to forget this strife
But its not worth living without you in my life
I've tried to forget you, I have tried for awhile
But I miss your kisses, your hugs, your smile
I've tried to forget you, did everything I could do
But now I know the truth, I can't forget you.
written 5-22-96 |
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