My Love Poems part 2 - Part Two Of Love Poems - Poetry - http://maxpages.com/myxsoul/My_Love_Poems_part

Broken Heart
Sometimes nothing is funny,
exspecially if you are breaking my heart.
How can we be together,
if everything always falls apart?
Lie and say that you love me,
it doesnt matter anymore.
Take away this broken heart,
I forgot just what it is for.
I dont know if you are joking,
or just playing with my head.
But you are causing much confusion,
and a thousand tears to be shed.
Your pictures on my wall,
haunt me as I sleep.
But watch as a reminder,
that I fell in way too deep.
You used to be my guidance,
maybe even my best friend.
I wonder what makes a love so sweet,
come to such a sad sad end.

Mistaken

Tonight, I am a thousand pieces of what I used to be.
And I have been torn to little shreds of humanity.
I am only one person, how can you expect me to be so mature.
I still think about you.

The bile rises to my throat.
It burns deep and hollow.
You are the essence of my insanity.
Did you think that I would forget so easily?

I still sit here and pray for you.
More times than I can ever tell you.
And I drown myself in this poison.
Only to drown you out.

Sometimes I wonder what you did to me?
Because I cannot forget.
And I wonder if I ever will?
If I can ever look at your face and feel nothing.
Though sometimes I feel a little bit of disgust.

People don't realize how deep to the core they cut.
How embedded their presence goes.
And you make me sick.
Because you were nothing I would ever think of.

Now you've torn me to little pieces of something that I used to be.
Do you remember how you used to make me smile? I do.
I haven't done it since.
And I just wish you would feel a little bit of remorse.

But I get nothing from you.
I guess I thought more of you.
Stupid me….

A Broken Heart For You

Here I am, alone crying in bed
Thoughts of you rushing through my head
We shared special nights no one could take
Then you left me with heartbreak
It felt so right, not knowing that you were messing with my heart and my head made me feel that my emotions were all misled
Whenever you ask I will always come back to you
Im not afraid of being alone
Because I was alone before you came
I havent had this feeling before
So tell me why I keep holding on to something that treats me like you
Ive always been the first to say goodbye
Now its the last thing i can do
What makes me stay when you tear my world apart
What makes me try one more time?
Knowing that you will break my heart?
When I feel this way so deep and strong I cant convinve myself that our love is wrong
It doesnt matter what you do or say
Because I will always feel this way
For the rest of my Life every single day.

FEELINGS ONE OF A KIND

I feel love, but I cannot show it
And cannot say it
I feel fear, but
I was frightened out of showing it long ago
I feel sad, but
My eyes have forgotten how to cry
I feel everything is my problem
To help to solve, but
My help is not wanted
I say things I feel I should, but
They are taken the wrong way
I feel I must show friendship, but
That is not wanted
I feel I can help, but
I am pushed away
And locked out
Because
I don't belong
I am lonely
For I am different
Distant
And one of a kind.

A great Dad (to my dad)
For All the Times
I Never Said,
"I Love You, Dad"
So often it may seem as if I have
taken you for granted, that I never
noticed all that you did for me or the
sacrifices you made for my benefit. But
I did notice.
I may not have said anything at the
time, and I am sure that many times I
really didn't appreciate you. But now
that I have grown up, I realize that
everything you did was because you loved
me and wanted the best for me.
I can see now that doing so much for
me meant giving up a lot for yourself.
As I look around, I see many parents who
take care of themselves first and their
children second. In the eyes of those
children, I can see a hurt that I never
knew. You have given me more than I ever
deserved.
At a time when so many people are
blaming their parents for what is wrong
with them, I want to thank you for all
that is good in me. You instilled it in
me with each hug, scolding,
understanding word, punishment, and
"I love you." I just wanted to tell you
that I am forever grateful, and I love
you very much.

You Hold My Heart

Its funny how you hold something so simple in your hands
but, you cant and wont understand its demands
it wouldnt be so complicated...if you really tried to see
what it is that lies there in your hands
the thing you took from me
you twist it around...play with it with your fingers
(my heads in a whirl & all my thoughts they just linger)
some times you are so soft with it
and it doesnt hurt a bit
and then you squeeze and tug on it
and the pain it just wont quit
when you play with it like that
it tries si hard to be tough
it doesnt want you to see all the tears
and i think i've had enough
but...you hold it so tight in your hands
and it can not be set free
i wish there was someway out
so i could just be me
if you still dont know what it is you hold
then i guess your not very smart
so im telling you now that you will
forever have my heart........

I Wish I Could Turn Back Time

I thought that i've finally figured it out
but i still dont know what to do
my head is in a constant whirl
I cant quit thinking of you

I said that I was over you
but i know that cant be right
cause if I didnt feel for you
I wouldnt think of you day and night

I look back and retrace
every moment in my mind
and wish that there was a way
that I could turn back time

if I could go back there would be
lots of things I'd keep the same
but I would change the fact
that I was to scared to call your name

I'd make it that when you held me
I would look into your eyes
I would let you know i loved you
I would not keep it all inside

you know I was your first true love
and I know you were mine
and deep down in our hearts
we'll always wish we could turn back time.

A Blue Heart of Promise

I step into the color blue
With every thought of you
Knowing I am unable to conceal
This heartbreak I cannot heal
When I look into your eyes
My heart once again cries
Tears that are hard to block
For there is no key to turn the lock
You stole my heart away
Though to you it was only play
It seems so long ago now
And you have forgotten somehow
The words we said to each other
Such as there would never be another
Or the promise of forever
And every storm we could weather
I took you at your word
Every thing you said my heart heard
Yet it is a part of your past
For your promises are not said to last
You speak them to get you to
The persons heart you want to undo
Then when you've played your game
You tend to forget their name
I know all of this to be so
To my heart you dealt a heavy blow
Yet it doesn't change the promise in me
I gave to you for eternity
No matter how wrong to others it seems
You are the love of my dreams
And though this tends to color me blue
My promise I meant when I gave it to you.

If You Only Love Once

If you only love once...
Give your heart to her.
Trust her with all the depths of your soul--
feelings, emotions, and control.

If you only love once...
Savor her touch.
Get lost in her eyes.
Light a single candle and dance
under a starry moonlit sky.

If you only love once...
Take her by the hand,
and cherish the moment
like its the last.
Make each day a better one,
so there's no longing for the past.

If you only love once...
Make her feel complete.
Whisper "I love you." in her ear,
and hold her close in your arms
when her eyes fill up with tears.

If you only live once...
Get to know her from the inside out.
A grow to love what you can see
as deeply and truely
as what you can't see

If you only love once...
Cherish her smile,
the way her eyes sparkle.
Notice they are sparkling for you.
Hold on to love -never let go-
once you find it true.

Missing My One True Love

When I wake up every morning, the first thing I do is miss you
When the phone rings and its someone elses voice, I miss you
I miss you when I picture your smile and hear your laugh,
when I'm at work and all I can do is think about all of the wonderful times we've shared
Or when I lie in bed at night and hope that the one you're with is treating you right and that your happy, and at the same time wonder if you're with anyone at all, I miss you
When I hope that one day you'll be mine again so that I can be truely happy, I miss you
When I remember how WE said IT WAS GOING TO BE, I miss you
When I sit and wonder that if I look back on this time in my life in 20 years, will I realize how foolish I was, or will I feel the same, I miss you
And when I see another couple so happy in love, I cry because I MISS YOU

A Dream

I had a dream last night,
of me and you,
you held me tight,
and loved me the entire night through,
you told me that you loved me,
and you were sorry for letting me go,
because I set your soul free,
and you wanted to let em know,
that no matter what happens,
I would always have you,
and we would be together,
all are lives through,and of course I accepted,
and I took you back,
but there was one thing that was missing
that are love did lack,
for you were not real,
cause it was just a dream,
but my heart loves you still,
and it screams,
I want to hold you,
and feel you breath,
I want to know your there,
right beside me,
so i'll never give up hope,
that you'll come back again,
because you are my world,
my dream deep within,
I know you didn't want to hurt me,
that you were made to,.
I do understand,
and I don't blame you,
I know I love you,
I think you feel it to,
even though it was a dream,
I hope it will come true.
Honesty

Is It To Much To Ask

As our bodies lay tangled beneath the sheets
Both our hearts beat as one
Each soul converged to follow the same path
But how long will it last?
As i lay here, I glance over at you sleepling
Ever so peacefully
Yet i marvel about what will become
The goodbye or the love?
I don't want another nameless face
Upon this wall of life
I want to hear "i love you" and spend an eternity
Within my embrace
I need a meaningful realtionship that will last
is that too much to ask?

Anything To Be Near You

If you were the rain
there would be a flood
my body floating down a stream,
covered in my blood.

If you were the river
I'd drown myself
lay at the bottom
so I couldn't get no help.

Anything To Be Near You.

If you were me
you'd lose your mind
wondering what to do
and knowing your running out of time.

The Way I Love You

There are so many reasons for loving you the way I do.
Your all I think about. I hear your voice even when your not here.
I can see your smile, hear your laugh, see your face, even in my dreams.
I know I am in paradise when I am in your arms, and your holding me.
Sometimes I can't help my tears, knowing I have found the one I've searched for.
I thank God, everyday for giving me you, what would I do, if I had never found you.
Our hearts our like one, if one of us should leave, the others heart would cease to beat.
If I ever lost you, I could never love again, the way I love you.

*Solitude*

It's so very still without you.
My heart beats in anticipation,
but of what I no longer know.

It's so very still without you.
No words to adore me.
No voice to soothe me into sleep.

It's so very still without you.
No hands to carress me.
No breath to breathe my own.

It's so very still without you.
The roar of silence so deafening
among this sea of memories.

As I lie here in the echoes of my
singular thoughts, I wonder if you
feel the same stillness without me?

Love and it's Pleasures

Her eyes like sapphire so full of pleasure
And the rest of her body a sparkling Treasure
So sweet so calm like a white glowing dove
Truly I know she was sent from above

Just from the glance, the look in her eye
I now realize why love never dies
I realize now love is more than just fashion
It's the feelings the joy the inner passion

There are many pleasures of love
The ones I like most are sent from above
From the very time I looked in your eye
I knew that our love would never die….

My Everything

You are my everything in so many ways
We may change but are love still stays
We will be together till the end of time
Every single day wedding bells chime

You are my everything through every season
We love each other for every reason
Words can't describe what you mean to me
My hearts always open because you have to master key

You are my everything in so many stages
It's like flipping through
a book with a million pages
Every signal page with a wonderful story
Every story ends with a magnificent glory

You are my everything and that is true
You yourself make the sky turn blue
You are what opens the door to my love
You are my angel sent from above…

Stuff In Life

There's a few things in life I know to be true.....Snow is white and the sky is blue..... Rain is wet when it falls from the sky.....and stars come out most every night......The ocean is salty and the early morning grass is wet with dew.....These things I know just to name a few.....I know we need water to drink and air to breathe.....A place to lay
our head when we sleep....and I also know we need food to eat......I know we need shelter from life's many storms.....A place we feel safe from all harm.....I know the ocean tide comes in to kiss the shore....then goes back to sea once more....I know we need to laugh and cry....and sometimes we need to relax and just look at the clouds in the sky.....I know we need to plant flowers in our life and watch them grow......because flowers are food for the
soul......I know the winter winds can be bitterly cold....and we all need someone with which to grow old......I know everyone needs someone and as sure as I need the love one I miss up above.....I know that's how much I need your love......

When I Look At You...

When I Look At You......
I know you were sent to me for a reason........

When I Look At You.....
I want you you to hold me so close to you heart that i can feel it.......

When I Look At You.....
I get this feeling that i cant explain. You make me wanna live forever....
Forever is what i mean...

When I Look At You....
I know you are the one for me, you are my soul mate....
I never knew i could strongley feel this way about someone....

When I Look At You....
You take all my fears and pains away........

When I Look At You ....
I Know you will love me as i do to you.........
I know you wont take the love we share for granted....

When I Look At You.....
I KNow you will love me and only me forever...

My mind

Sometimes my mind wanders
I think about ten different things
It's mostly all about you
And what our life might bring
You are everything to me
My heart, mind, and soul
I like to feel one with you
It makes me feel whole
Maybe it's too much too handle
Maybe it's more then you need
I don't know what to do
I need someone to lead
I'm confused about my life
And I don't know what to do
I'm sorry I make you crazy
The only thing i'm sure of is you
I'm sure that I want to be with you
I'm sure that you are the one
I hope that your feelings are the same
I don't ever want this to ever be done

To anyone who has just lost love.

I know it seems like your world has just died.
And how you want to die with it.
Believe me, I have been there many times before.
I've felt the tears stream down my face.
It feels like I have cried a thousand tears.
I've had to endure the painful memories,
and so will you.
But you still have time on your side.
Time will heal the pain.
It has so many times for me.
Its never easy to lose someone who you loved so much.
And I know it hurts you everytime you think of them.
But time heals all and fate steps in.
I have just endured a break-up myself...
and believe me, its been the most painful yet.
I thought I would never love again
and the pain would never go away.
But it slowly fades away.
The lonliness, emptiness, incompleteness....
it will all go away with time.
A little more advice of mine:
Take time to cry. It helps the pain leave.
Think of the tears as the pain leaving your body.

Have You Ever Felt?

Have you ever felt a longing
for a place you'd never been,
a call that in habits your dreams,
and seems to go on without end?

Have you ever felt the burning desire
to reach out and take someone's hand,
and have them run without care,
with you to that dream world land?

Have you ever felt a tear fall
from your eye at a sight so grand,
that the air caught in your lungs,
and legs faltered, too weak to stand?

Have you ever felt your heart race
as time very slowly crept by,
while waiting for something so wonderful,
that without it you know you'd soon die?

All these things and more I have felt,
deep within my soul,
as my heart raced and lungs caught fire,
when I met you that cool, crisp fall night.

When You Are Here

When we dance I sing in your ear,
I know when I'm with you I have no fear,
When I'm with you I don't shed a tear,
I always wish you that you are here,

When you're with me right here,
I want u to be near.
Almost to the point of loss of blood,
When you're sad my tears feel like a flood.

I know when I'm in trouble your right there for me,
And in the future I hope we can be,
Together forever…

I once heard,
its better to have loved and lost,
then to have never loved at all.
but does it have to be that way?
cant we make it stall?

I feel like i could die,
whenever you're around.
You make me who i am,
turn my world around.

You make my other half,
i'm nothing without you,
and when you and i are done,
I dont know what i'll do.

I feel like a different person,
since you and i first met,
my life was really jumbled,
i was a total wreck.

But now things are on track again.
and i have you in my life,
maybe in a little while,
you'll become my lover?

Adam Wolbransky
Philadelphia	Pa.
USA
E-mail me!
TwistedDreams42o@aol.com

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