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| Madison Lorece Waller Madison is mommy's little angel Sent from heaven above. Her life was over. Before it had even begun. Mommy will always love you. Please watch over mommy from heaven above. You are my sweet little baby girl, and I will never forget you. My regrets are that I never got to feel your tiny body in my arms. I never got to see who you favored more, me or daddy. Then there are the biggest regrets. That mommy never got to kiss your soft, sweet forehead for the very first time. That I never, not once, got to feel you move inside my belly. That I never got to tuck you into a nice warm, cozy bed for your first night at home.  Madison, I will never know the joys I would have know if you had actually been born. The joy and pride of watching you grow from a teeny tiny, helpless baby, into a beautiful, loving, caring, strong, amazing young woman. The joy of hearing your beautiful voice as you say "Mommy I Love You." The amazement of watching as you learn more each and every day. To know that you would be my little girl no matter how old you got. Mommy will miss all of those things now, because it wasn't your time to be born yet. This time around, I only learned of the heartache that comes from losing a child, whether born or not. There will be a next time for you and me baby girl. I promise that I will do better next time then I did now. Although you will have a different name and a different birthday, I will know it is still you. Maybe next time I will deserve to have you in my life, and will be better prepared for you then. Always remember that mommy loves you, and will always remember the way I felt when I first found out that I was pregnant with you. I was so happy to know that I was going to have a baby. I just knew that you were going to be my baby girl. I had so many plans for you. I would have put those cute little bows in your hair, and dressed you up in those cute little frilly dresses with the patten leather shoes to match, and the tiny little lace socks. I could see you all dressed up in one of those dresses in my mind. I just wish that I could have held you just one time before you had to leave my life. Why did you have to go so soon? Mommy will always love you. Good bye for now my precious Madison Mommy loves you so much, and always will.  |
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