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| A Journey Through Time |
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| Living soul ------------ The cold wind blows, on a stormy, winter, night. Through her highs and lows, she thinks it will never be allright. She's all alone she knows, and struggles with all her might, To know before she goes, that she won the deadly fight. Her weary past, she tries to forget, from the world she hides away. Deep inside is the regret, that stays with her day by day. Her heart cries out for love, just to know that someone cares. She cries out to the heavens above, please take away the pain, my soul now bares. on this earth, she does exist, but often wonders why. A knife slit through her wrist, could only say goodbye. Her soul seen through her eyes, a face that was unknown. A soul that only knows the lies, that into her mind were sewn. Each day is a struggle for her, to keep what's left of her sanity. For death will someday occure, to all of humanity. The Key ---------- My soul stood silenced, faint and hollow. There upon darkness and shadows, my life seemed doomed. All will was gone and uncertainty followed. In due time, my death would be assumed. untill one day beheld a force unseen. A messanger of mercy, from a distance beyond. I found myself wondering, what did this mean. For why was I feeling such a blistfull bond. Reciting the lines that awakened my soul. Echo's of love flowing through the wind. Filling up this lifeless hole, upon finding the key for my heart to then mend. Intertwine ------------- Within you, I can see myself. Words let alone, just cannot express. Vanishing yesterday, was my sorrow across the miles. Appearing today, upon my face, a million smiles. So far away, but my hand so firmly heald. To love you now, I am compelled. Olden for eternity, but now anew. I have to say, I do cherish you. The Laberith --------------- I walked through the laberith of life to find, a road that seemed to twist and wind. With a search that seemed to go nowhere, I found a secret door to find, your love and presence waiting there, a love so rich and true combined. Somthing few hold, so very rare, so entire and so fair. You engraved your love down on my soul, filling up this hollow hole. Writing your name upon my heart, that said we shall never be apart. Silent Dove ------------ My angel cried out to the stars above, fluttering your name down like dove. Then gently, softly, as my heart blead, whispering the direction for my soul to be lead. With a spirit so bright, to be consumed by light. Teaching me not to give up this fight. As my angel cried out to the stars above, now carrying me away from my fear of love. Then quietly, quieter, I stood in dismay, as I felt my dove slowly slipping away. As my angel cried out to the stars above, please relight the flame, unsilence this love. Riddled Rhymes ------------------- She writes to him through riddled rhymes, as if she had one million times. How she is reminded now of a love they once shared, his compassion, in the way he showed he cared. But as she wishes for the past she longs to rewind, her thoughts in trance seem so undefined. For with the ticking of the clock, time has gone by. Soon fading the voices that once questioned why. Now it matters no more who was right, who was wrong. For the heart she once withered has now grown strong. She only knows that in her sorrow, she can only move forward into tomorrow. Fantasy --------- To exist in the light of beauty and time. My spirit no longer to be confined. Deep in the night I visualize, united our souls down where the sea lies. Vividly I dream, it is my heart you capture. In silence, no words, speaks the ocean rapture. Everything I long for to aspire, for life, in love, my hearts desire. So stow away with me this vast oceans shore. Listen to the sound of the rumbling waves roar, Hear me now closely, and you will see, it is all I have ever longed for to be. Waking Dreams ----------------- Siilently she wept, tears falling to her pillow, as she drifted off into a sleep. Soon finding herself in a time long ago, this vision through spirit her memory will keep. Beneath my view, this distinct dream, immortal in time or so it would seem. Entangled in a web of lifes game, I realize now it may never be the same. For my spirit may die, as my heart will bend, as an old life ends for a new to begin. And although it seems that time is blocked, I long now to turn back the clock. I long now to rewind the hands, to unchain this immortal lock. Thrown into a role that I am forced to play, I sit and rehearse the words to say, but it seems the script I can no longer define, for time has rewritten every line. And again, as I tremble, as I feel my heart race, uncertain of the future I may face. Though fear is present my mind will trace, the spirit from my own that cannot be erased. With an echo through time that fills the room, the guitar strums your song in tune. As I find your the one still calming my fears, to wipe away all the tears. The night draws nearer with the breaking of dawn, as her eyes envision a time long gone. A place through time your voice will speak, These waking dreams go on. Hello Stranger ---------------- I thought I knew you once before, but that was long ago, and now of you my opinion has changed, everything I know. There once was a time when I felt you were special, I thought the world of you, But now I can see your selfishness shows, in everything you do. You have taken my words out of contrast, so many times before. When will you ever learn, I'm not the same to you anymore. For the moment that you decide to arrive, it is only to disappear. To run and hide from the truth be known, in your own foolish fear. I would be blind not to see, through all the lies told before, When all along, if the truth had been told, I would have respected you so much more. You say that you just want to be loved, and I will admit this is true, but the way that you want to be loved, is only to satisy you. For I was just an object that was once there, in the times that you needed someone to care, and to say that you loved me would be untrue, because you never even had a clue. Unchain, Unbend this broken wing, for you seem to have forgotten just one thing. I am a human being. Hello Stranger, please put me on your list, of the tortured souls you have ceased to exist. I would like to dedicate the next poem with this statement: *********************************************** Some things can be difficult to disguise.... and it sometimes may help to rid yourself from the guilt you feel, when you know that you have hurt someone. However, once is once and once is enough.... But a million times no longer counts. Logically speaking human beings are living creatures. They have their own spirits, they have their own emotions, they have their own intelligence.... And depending on the intelligence of the individual, there are some things that just cannot be disguised. Truth in itself can be easily spoken when there is nothing left to gain, nor nothing left to loose. No way to turn back into yesterday, no voice to carry on into tomorrow. A Torturing Of The Soul --------------------------- To be treated as if you don't exist. Your spirit disappearing into the mist. To scream aloud, never to be heard. Beautiful words, made sound obsurd, as though they had never even occured. Wondering why you still hold on, when you know that you are only weak. When you know now my very existence, you have driven forth into extinct. A poem in rhyme, a torchered voice speaks, as it longs with no reach for a truth it still seeks. With unbearable pain, it's constant presence, my time now running short. A million voices.... all shouting at once, never ceseing into silence. Dreaming of comfort, dreaming of love.... protection from the storm. Dreaming of an absolution that may never come to be. This fear within me, burns rapidly strong; for I am afraid. I know now that this life is forcing me to live, but how can I ever begin. How do you brethe back life, into a spirit; that has died so long ago. The child within trembles. I ask myself why, without love; where does it all end. An emptiness lies deep inside. A longing need to fulfill. An urgency from afar, restless; waiting; weeping; But To the night, in my darkest hours; it is you alone, I feel so near. Haunting me; questioning me; wondering why; How you could ever say goodbye. Saturday's Love ------------------ I stood among my friends that day, reminissing of old times. Questioning the memories first thought long buried throughout old poetry rhymes. I told myself it was a seperate life then, I should just let it go; but with such feelings out of touch, so out of bound, even I would never know. Much time has passed now, it clearly seems; but still I know this love will allways remain. For time is only an essence; forever unchanged; to allways remain the same. The heart will never forget..... I stood among my friends that day; reminissing among Saturday's love. Closure --------- Memories fade as time goes on, The years now passed are long gone. Yet still your presence haunts me, Will you ever see... The person I now have come to be. What's done is done and we can't go back. The past I know can't be unchanged. For wounds may heal, though scars remain, Knowing now it may never be the same. Though everyone is guilty of making mistakes, Sometimes we must lead the role our lives take. and so far I have managed,I have come far. Through pain and tears I have survived. but somehow I know a part still remains unhealed, A place that time may never seal... You once said "listen with your heart" and not with your head... I wonder if now I have, with all that's left unsaid... One Wish ----------- Our time together ended in anger and pain How was I to know my concious was not sane. Now upon the past, in the present I awake I can see I have made a terrible mistake. Though forgivness has now helped me open the gate, My heart was then broken, and my pain was still great. I left you with the burden of never knowing A wound that still exists, never moving nor going. Now I can't help but wonder, my one true friend, Will our paths ever cross to meet once again For I know the consequences of the past time may not erase I do realize now without you is the reality I must face. I have only one longing, let us bury the past, This memory I wish to no longer to last. Please bring us closure, Please bring us peace, I forgave you...Please forgive me too. Goodnight ------------ Goodnight, sweet dreams, my once known life, A piece of me is now gone. Though the memories we've shared will live on, I know apart now our time is forever gone. I love you now, as I loved you then, Still I shall never be the same again. So I'll miss you now and forever more, Untill the gates of heaven's eagles soar" Through pain and tears, this struggle & strife, Goodnight, sweet dreams, my once known life. Little Girl Lost ------------------ So soon then he left them; As deaths door quickly closed. So vividly she remembered him In the tragic end that goes. And as the sun arose this day, In the morning dew, After what of her life was then over, Fate would begin a new. There weren't many like her; This little girl lost.... So then mabye one day she would live, But what would be the cost? For as her new life now begun, She felt her spirit stood alone; "Little Girl Lost" If only they had known. "I must be beautiful" "I must be thin" These things she said to herself, But would she ever win. Look at me; see me; Please hear me can't you see.... But no one heard her silent pleas, They could not set her free. The love that she had longed for, This emptiness inside. How can you find the answers When to yourself you've lied. Little girl lost in sorrow, Life now can only wait; Please someone hear her cries of help Before it is too late. After love ______________ I found out not too long ago I could fall in love again. but how was I to know This could feel like living in sin. Yes, there was someone after you, A beautiful man with a caring heart. but he has a life of his own, and his feelings for me... he may never condone. I don't know why I feel as I do, but right or wrong, my heart still speaks truth. Yes, there is someone after you, and I hope we will never be through. Looking back some words seem silly, but these words I will not erase...For they are my past and the truth of what I once felt. I'm lost for rhymes, and for words. I am further gone now than ever before...but I do know one thing life keeps on moving, ever changing, always flowing, pushing me along...where I end up atzakly I will never really know. I only know that I sense, I feel these changes as they come. I hope in the end I'll find the happiness I seek. Confused __________ Forgive me for the poem but I am confused, emotionally battered and abused. Two different stories, two tales combined. I admit, this really blew my mind! We sat there talking face to face, While all along my words you seemed to embrace. How low must you put me to make me believe, somthing I could not even concieve. Was it all a cruel joke or conspiracy? The truth now remains a mystery. I am uncertain of the way I feel right now. You lied yet I don't understand why or how. I asked you before please let me know, be honest with me before you go. but you set in your mind what you expected would be and this just was not what I could forsee. It was only love that I needed and love that I sought. I never plan out my every thought. This was your idea, can you even see, how you've placed the hurt back all on me. |
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