* Short Poems For February *
Its ironic to me
That to really succeed in this culture
You have to bow to appearance, conformity, and wealth.
While pretending to be totally free.
While truths burn slowly
Lies flare with brilliance
With nothing in reality to sustain them
They quickly fade
As you journey through life, realize
The road you take paves you.

* Longer Poems For February *
- Word Of The Heart -
Feelings words can't explain
Thoughts that should not be expressed
Knowing that liking that person is wrong
Seeing yourself and you feeling
In the body of the opposite sex
You share the same feelings
But hesitant to admit it
You want to say something but can't
Nerves get the better of you
Emotions race to fast to think
Can't talk to choked up
You sit and think of what you should do
A decision already made
But to hard to carry out
You want to but are afraid
Worried about superficial things
Things that should not matter but do
Its sad as you walked away
Wondering what could have been
But were to scared to find out
- Lost Love -
A scent long gone, but the smell still there,
her voice heard long ago, still whispering in my ear.
Pictures out dated a face never forgotten.
But memories burned into my soul,
others come and go, can't even compare to our past,
a toy, a bit of fun, whatever, she had my heart.
One love lost to blow in the wind.
Nicknames, little games, the phone, a dance,
feelings bottled up inside.
Tied together at the soul, seemed to be a perfect fit,
deep connections, understandings, emotions ran strong
the one slipped through my hesitant fingers...
I lost the only thing I ever knew to be true.

- Secret -
Things we can't have call louder
with every word and smile it stings more
like a slap in the face, we redden in shame
Jealousy, envy, words that ring true
but true feelings hidden in fear of the inevitable
Truth in all words and actions still can't move
forward. Watching from a distance wishing
for things that never come. Wasted time
stands still; as days pass by like seconds
Short periods of bliss never last forever,
and we move on to new things leaving
leaving those we cared about behind.
Knowing it will never be, still an empty
heart longs for that feeling to be returned
to its normal state. Every turn,
every glance, others have achieved what
you have taken so long to strive for, yet leave
empty handed and reserving the memories
those will always remain until the
next secret comes and old ones are forgotten.
Feelings words can't even begin to express.
Thoughts that would make the galaxy jealous
with intentions of good no harm could ever be done.
Hatred and jealousy flow strong when seen with others
talks that no one else could compare.
Lazy days, and late night sessions still traveling on.
With a shoulder to cry on, or a back to massage,
traveling a path destined to split, still memories hold true.
Those will never be forgotten, sides shown to only those who are trusted.
Feelings too hard to hide, and unsuccessful in trying.
With each new day a hope for those feelings to die,
Still those same thoughts that are never forgotten ring out like a bell
shattering concentration as well as wits already on end.
Still a friendship that is cherished above all others and memories that no one can steal.
With hardships and fights the struggle is not alone,
each bump and curve that arises is overcome with help,
And while path's split and life goes on together we stand,
above all the rest with hope in our spirits and faith in our hearts.
- For That Special Person We All Try So Very Hard To Find -
Feelings never felt before
Now struggling so hard to keep inside
never try to hide something known to be true from oneself.
Thoughts running through the mind at hundreds of mile hour in a single heart beat.
Finally finding someone like yourself but in the body of the opposite sex.
Supposed to be happy but instead lost for words
or to afraid that once said it will change from a thought to reality.
Mind struggling so hard to concentrate on the task at hand
but runs back to the moral dilemma that constantly begs to be answered.
Confusion and joy, bliss and terror,
words that normally are complete contradictions, explain feelings felt.
Known only for a day, yet feels like a life time.
The endless journey seems to be over
yet the off ramp is long and unpaved.
Scared and timid picking words and actions carefully
to proceed is to go to a new place never traveled to before.
- These poems are credited to the site Paul's Poetry Corner -
I know it's a lot of poetry, but I was so hard to choose which one I really liked. So I just put them all on here.

I found this on the internet somewhere. And I thought it was pretty interesting. See if the color of your car, or the color you want your car to be, describes you.
Car color: What's it say about you?
Black: First choice of ambitious drivers who want to project an image of success.
Red!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahah MY COLOR: You're outgoing and impulsive with a youthful attitude, but easily bored - hmmmm kinda me...not really...
Silver: You have great style and are often successful, but you tend to be pompous. yea whatever that means..
White: The first choice of doctors and drivers who are reliable and methodical. OKAY THEY CAN TELL THIS FROM JUST A COLOR?!
Gray: Expresses understated good taste and indicates a safe, causious driver.
Blue: A team player who's sociable and friendly, yet lacks imagination. OOOO tough break!
YEA SO ANYWAYS -
MORE TO COME! And Im going to put pics on here, once I get my scanner to work :)
CHECK BACK IN A COUPLE OF DAYS!
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