Hello everyone. Seeing as I can't reveal my real name because you people visiting this site may be stalkers or something, you can just call me Kiwi. I am just your average new teenager. You know what I mean. Craming for High School, math tests every week, Homework reaching a deadly height, and as if God couldn't give us enough trouble, we are starting to fall for guys. And people wonder why we have so much stress. As a matter of fact, My friend, "C" we shall call her, keeps passing these corny love poems to "N", her boy of choice. I'm all for the whole, "I love you" thing, but if you're going to say it constantly, don't invite other people to your chatroom. Lately, I've been bored out of my skull when C talks about marrying him.

Another friend of mine, "J" has lately been falling for someone we shall acknowledge as "FL". Great right? Just one problem. FL happens to be one of the elite, the MIGHTY, but DUMBER-THAN-A-BOX-OF-ROCKS....popular girl's pets. Now, none of my friends nor me are up in that catagory by any means. I am way to opinionated, J is too bossy, C thinks she is, and "A" and "M" who we will get to next, just flat out hate them. But J still thinks she can get FL, but, I don't think she will. Humans have made the world unfair, judging people by their looks and their clothes.

But anyway, "A" who was mentioned above, has broken up and gone out with "GP" NINETEEN (Count em') NINETEEN TIMES. I actually have started keeping a log of this information. Not to mention I have two guys "BB" and "SJ" waiting for updates on this relationship during launguage arts. A is a rebel. No questions to that. She has another group of friends seeing as she doesn't want to sit at N's lunch table with the rest of us.

"M" is next. M is actually C's little sis. She's in 7th grade, but is still my friend. M used to like "E", who turned out to be not her type. She has a more blunt way of saying it. "He's a jerk" I still see "E" at student council, and I don;t think he's that bad, but whatever.

January 11, 2006

Next is "Z", she's also in 7th grade. She and M are best friends, but latley, they've had bouts of fighting and other crap like that. I think it might be because Z always gets the limelight as a poet and a writer in the 7th grade. M is also a writer, but, like me, only won Mr.K's favor. Other than that, Z's the prized writer that everyone thinks will be great. IN my publications class, however, I am shoved to the back of the writing pack. Z, )who is in publications even though shes in 7th grade because Ms. J wanted varity)and an 8th grader who we'll call, R, always take MY limelight as a writer. (R intentionally, Z accidently, its just that the teacher likes how they write better) I'll show them!!! I'LL WRITE A BOOK ONE DAY!!! I WILL!!! THEN WE'LL SEE WHAT THEY THINK OF ME!!! In the meantime however, I have two other friends in publications.

First off, I'll explain. These next two frinds of mine, there're guys. The ones listed above are girls except for N and GP. Got it? Good.

We'll start with BB. He was mentioned above once, but make no mastake!! He IS a guy everyone. If he wasn't I'd be lesbian. No, he's not my boyfriend, not yet at least, but C and N have been such retarded morons latley, I'll have to work this out on my own. ANYWAY! Where were we? *smiles furiously at thought of best friend and her bf being RETARDED at the moment* Oh yeah. BB has two brothers, and is also a writer, and he gets pushed back from the limelight as well. He's pretty much a drifter, like myself, (Kinda...I think, how do you know if your a drifter? *Writes on To Do list Find out if I'm a drifter* Anyway, BB is in 5 of my classes for the rest of the year. The best are "L.A." and Publications. because, I sit next to BB who sits next to SJ in L.A and it's so much fun because all the teacher does is eat her mole above her mouth and basically lets do what we want in 6th hour as long as we don't blow up anything. For reasons unknown though, SJ is her pet. So BB and I get special priviages. In publications, where seat is by choice in both the lab and desks. I sit next to Z and SJ and BB in both if BB's lamo friend "TT" doesn't make him sit somewhere else. That, I'll admit, is BB's worst quality, he can be a pushover. But he's really nice and cute.

OH MY GOD!!! I don't take the lord's name in vain often but now, oh MY GOD!!! c told her discusting toad of a boyfrIend who I like!!! I NEED TO TAKE MAJOR REVENGE!!! HOW CAN I EVEN SIT NEXT TO BB AFTER BREAK!? THE...EVIL (Excessive swearing)!!! MY LIFE IS RUINED!!!! Anyway, I need revenge. hmm....I do have that one evil picture of C. But, I need something more polictical.......I don't want excessive blackmail. I KNOW!!! HOW ABOBOUT I TELL BB AND SJ THAT C THINKS N LIKES THE X-BOX MORE THAN HER, AND TELL EVERYONE SHE SAID SHE LOVED N SO MUCH SHE WAS GONNA THROW UP!? o, I know, let's bring out the big stuff. I'll say she liked KB!!! Excellent!!! Heehee. That is however, if my life is ruined. If BB really likes me, I'll put those tidbits away for now.

Four Hours Later: O.k, so, me and C are friends again. I just hope to God Almighty that BB likes me....but anyway, just because we're friends does not mean I'm not going to tell people she used to like KB, or that I won't publish the stuff above in the previous paragraph, because people need to know that my life is not just a bed of roses.

Three hours after Four Hours Later: Well, guess what? C was all mad at N for telling me what she told him, so they had a fight. I think it's because they've gone so long without tasting eachother's tounges or something. Do you realize how strange it is to walk pat your friend making out with a guy, and do you know it's even harder to talk to the guy with out imagining his tounge in your friends mouth?

Yuck, lets not talk about frenching at the moment, lets talk about.......uh....the whole delveloping FL story, hows that? Well, J still thinks she has a chance at him, and I don't want to be the one to break it to her. She might start liking my guy, so, she can think what she wants. I honestly don't think she ever stopped liking her last boyfriend, who we will call...WB. She just wanted someone more poopular. I mean, popular, or did I?

Well, not yet.But in three days. I spent New Years with my cousins, but three days ago I celebrated Christmas with my other Aunt and her family. These two families are having a fight about stupid retarded things. But, my mom's family was made stubborn, and neither one will back down.