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Just A Dream
Remember yesterday, live full to life today, and hope for tomorrow
This is Gillian. Many calls me Kieu and that's my vietnamese name. And Gillian is my English name. In school everyone calls me Kieu. To many others outside school I'm known as Kieu too. To some, I'm known as Gillian. And my online name is Grace or sometimes Chilly or sometimes Grace aka Chilly, maybe even smetimes Chilly aka Grace. I better shut up about my names now. Let me tell you more about me. I'm a 12 and 2 months years old nice little girl. Well, I don't mean little as in little small midget. I just like being a little girl, coz that sounds cute. Though, I don't want to look like a little girl. I'm always, when I go out, trying to dress and look and sound and act like a 14 or a 15. That's especially when I go out with my friends. Other times, I kinda get lazy and just put on anything that I see in the wardrobe but I still take ages getting ready. My dream is to become a singer or a model or an actress. I'm thinking of becoming a model now. My brother is a model, though he never got a call from a job YET, he told me if I want to become a model then I better send my info or whatver to some agencies now before I get to 18 or something coz he said models are meant to be real tall, around 175cm, he said that when I grow up I wouldn't get that tall, so be a model while I'm still young.


A bit about my family now. I live with my dad ,mam, brother (Leon), Lisa (sister), Megan (sister) and Kelly (sister).I'm the middle child in my family. What else..hmm..a bt about everyone. Dad first. When he was young he used to be real cool. you could call him a gangster but he never really, lile you know, kill or do babd stuffs like in movies. His friends does. LOL. I dunno. Dunno much about them. He's a real bad temper man. Gets angry real easy. Als a very inteeligent man. Unfortunately, he was learning during war so he didn't get a real good education. Also, he doesn't like school anyways. He didn't want to learn stuffs, not that he can't. My grandma, my dad's mam, got my uncle, my dad's older brother to go to Amercia to be educated there. Now he's a bloody rich man. Got a 7 storeys house in Vietnam. Got around 10 servant in his house. Look ever so healthy and weathly. As for my dad, we're not poor. Dad and mam has a few thousands in their bank. Da's not working now. He's very sick. Very bad. Something wrong with his liver. Got fat in his blood or something like that. Mam said if it gets a bit more serious he'll have cancer. Why can't it happen to someone else!!! Dad's hands are always cold and stuffs like that. God! I'd reather that happen to me!! Well, I'm feeling real bad now. I betta move on to mam before I cry. Mam has 5 sisters and 3 brothers in her family. She has a very very big family. She's the second youngest. Since very young, around 1 or 2, my grandma, mam's mam, had died. I think I know the story. Heard that she gambles or sumthing and argued with grandda and left then on new year day, she came home to buy some food for my mam and her other sisters and brother, on her way to the amrket, she was cycling, a motor bike behind her crashed into her bike and she fell off and died. A few years ago, grandda died. That was the first time I saw mama crying. I was around 9 years of age. From then on, I start wrrying things and cried to myself. Sometimes, when I'm hurt ,I cry but then laugh, not really real cry, just tears you know. That's only when I cry in front of others. Others times, I lie down on my bed and think of all the bad stuffs and cry. That's why I hate sleeping. But of course, everyone sleeps, so when I sleep I try to think of al the good and ahppy things. It's so hard. But I've just got to get use to it. Leon, my 20 years of age brother, he wants to become an actor. He hasn't got anywhere yet. He told me, in 3 years time, if he hasn't got into any films, like main actor, then he's moving to hollywood. Somehow, when he said that, it feels like we're all growing up. I've been lving with him for all my life. If he sudden;y moves away, all the way to hollywood, it's like a part of me is gone. I dunno. But I'm sure things will be so different then. But I hope he's gonna get into some films or movies and get to be the main actor in Ireland, coz then he's gonna go to maybe HK or Hollywood. I know he'll go one day, it's not like I want him t be stuck in this place all his life when he wants to become an antor who has to go around the world. This has been his dream He's really serious about it too, so I hope his dream will come true real soon. Lisa my 16 years sister. She's not really my sister but she is. She's actually my cousin but she came from Vietnam over to Ireland to live with us forever now, so she's my sister. She's properly older than me, but we talk like we're the same age. Though there's one thing I've experienced more than her. Love. lol. She've never liked anyone YET. She said she's gonna start having a boyfriend in college. I'm like, if you want to, even though girls nowadays have boyfriends when they're MY AGE! haha. Lisa said she can't make her wn decisions. I thought that as well. Not that she's not allow, but she just can't make u her own mind. She doesn't know what to be when she grows up. Mam told her to do business in school so she did and now she's saying that she's gonna be a business woman. She've even thought of not having a husband!! But then she said she dunno. Well I hope whatever she wants, she get it, and whatever she don't, she won't :D About my two yougenr sisters. Megan is 5 and Kelly is 3. Megan was born 2 months early so she's kinda weak. Everytime she's sick, Mam always gets real real real worried. I think Megan is also very lucky. When my mama had her, the doctor said that Megan can't be born so they got this machine and sucked Megan out or something but then a few weeks later, my mama went for a check up and there was still a baby in it!! So then Megan was born. But because she was born 2 months early, she got alot of treatments. I named her Megan. I used to love watching the Rugrats, and in this episode, there was this girl called Megan so I called my sister Megan! I remember the day when Megan was coming home from the hospital, I cleaned the whole room real clean, hovered the floor and all. I also remember dad and Leon putting the bits and pieces of the new cot we got together. It's the first time we bought a cot. I got real excited and made the bed and got all the little blankets for the cot together and all coz Megan was my first little sister and I LOVED having sister (not now) I remember her coming home and she was lying in the cot and she was so little. I remember, she was wearing a little hat, but I forget what colour it was, I think is was green and she was wearing a little cardigan, I forget the colour too, I think it was pink. She was cute, she was drooling. You know the way babies drools a lot. *sigh* Thinking back then, she was so little, and now, she's so big, and is always trying to bate me up. Then there was Kelly. I don't remember much about Kelly. But I remember, when mam had Kelly, I had the chicken pox and I gave it to Megan too (god I dunno why but I felt and still feel guilty giving Megan the chiken pox, she was only 2) I remember one day we were going into the hospital to see mam and Kelly and Megan had to wear a hat to cover her chicken pox on her face coz she wouldn't allow in the hospital if you have chicken pox and mine was all gone at that time. Kelly is now 3, very clever, she's in playschool and knows all the words and reading that Megan is learning and Megan doesn't really know them. I dunno, but i guess it's because she was born early or something. Hopefully she can learn fast and know all her english. Kelly s a real quick learner. oH ANOTHER THING, WHEN Megan was born, something was wrong with one of her ears. Not that there's something wrong with her hearing. Her ear is just a bit bendy or something. But that's nothing big, however, she's gonna get an operation when she's around 8 or something I think.


Now that you know something about me anf my family, however, there are alot lot more about this big family, including my dad's family and my mam's family. But I'll tak more about it as I write my diary entires :D. Coz there is just TOO much!




















































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