Why This Site? heres the deal. i decided to make this site because of what has happened to me in the past. just recently, (march 6) i lost my virginity to my best friend who i had the strongest feelings in the world for. im 13 and thats not the problem. the problem was: he was 18. at the time i didnt look at it as a problem because i had very strong feelings for him. i couldnt keep the secret to myself so i ended up telling my girlfriends and my close friends that i could trust. when i told Tiffany*, she got scared and totally freaked out, and she told the principal. she called me up to the office and asked me to tell her about my friend Mike*. i told her what she heard was a lie but then i cracked and i broke down crying and told the truth. then suddenly what i did was wrong. i feared for his life because of my feelings for him. i didnt want and still dont want anything to happen to him. its hard knowing that this has to happen regaurdless and that i'll never get a chance to see him again...or say goodbye.

What's New? ok yeah.. things have been better lately. i have to go see a councelor on the 12th. yipee! not really. anyways.. im excited for saturday. its solo and ensemble! i have a duet with my girl, a solo and a triple trio dealio with a bunch of friends. its also my dads bday on sat. im not gonna be with him :( i wish i could be but i think he has to work anyways. on the 21st, is the school talent show. i got in ... with my girls doing the famous Napoleon Dynamite dance and i got in a second time with " i heard it through the grapevine" by diana degarmo from american idol season 3. its awesome. i am so not looking forward to missing code name nothing's bday party on the 22nd and 23rd. i have to go see my grandparents up north. theres no problem doing that but she couldnt come to my bday party and i want to go to hers just to be stupid like usual. yeah thats all i have to say.

Dedicated To.. this site is dedicated to my girls- code name laughs a lot, code name nothing and code name thinks ugly is hot. yeah you know im just foolin girl. lol.. hes just.. 2 words.. not nice lol. code name laughs a lot and code name nothing and i think hes just not rite

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