The main stuff about me! Hi,my full name is Allison,I wont put last name because there are some perverted people out there.Anyway I am 13 years old my birthday is may third. I have 3 dogs their chawawians.I have black hair hazel eyes and I am very tall.I am learing electric guitar also sk8board. My favorite colors are red and black, I have a sister(Ashlee)a brother(Josh)and a mom(shirley)also a stepdad(mike).Well to read more about me read on! i will update l8er My life use to be all happy happy joy joy,then,I started relizing life is not really like that,there are so many things wrong with me I hate myself.I have been cutting for along time now(if you dont know what cutting means it means takeing a sharp object and rubbing it across your skin)I usually I only do this on my arms,wrists or legs. I do it because it seems to make all my problems go away.My mom saw it on my arms one day and ever sence I have been having to go to counsilling I hate it I try just to ignore them because they dont help me Obviosly im still cutting.Heres a poem I wrote pleese dont copy it. This is one of my not so deep poems. **Remembered** As I walked the halls looking at my wrist, I ask myself some questions, "why did I do this?" "where all those things said true?" Then I looked up and saw a face, Then I remembered, it was all because of YOU... **THE END** I wrote this in class cause I was sad,because what someone said. Also when it says "it was all because of you" I am not refering to you people. By.Allison I have not been to school in 2 ina half weeks! Okay,the reason I have not been to school in 2 in a half weeks is because when i went to a new counsoler she said I need to be in 24/7 adult watch untill I get help or go to the mental institution. This all happend cause someone at school saw my cuts and said i made a pack to kill myself which was never said. It sucks I think I might want to be home schooled anyway. Well to get on to the next subject read on! Below I will put information about each faimly member. I am going to put a poem below first ,then I will tell you about my family! If you wanna talk or have questions my e-mail is sk8erchick48651 I am on yahoo!! Poem titled:Artist **Artist** I am a artist that no one knows, I draw pictures that are hidden under cloths, I draw things with a twist, picture on my arms and wrists, no pen no ink just a razor blade, I begin to paint.. then slowly faint.. By,Allison **THE END** About my mom. JUBOINT! is the coolest i want hump her leg! well we smoke together and we r practiclly married lol she awesome!i will tell morel8er when im *energized* About my stepdad. My stepdads name is Mike,he is 28 years old. He is cool he likes ice fiching and regular fishing,also hunting.He plays paintball. He is the coolest stepdad ever I love him.For more info onMike you got my e-mail. About my sister. My sisters name is Ashlee she is sixteen,we get along somtimes only when one of us want somthing LOL. We go in two fights (fist fights). I won I am a lot stronger than her.But in the end I love her.She still thinks she's a perfect angel. About my brother. My brothers name is Joshua.He is 14 he is blind and autistic so he is practiclly a baby forever he wears dipers still.I love him to deat though. Alot of people are scared of josh they should'nt be though. Josh can not talk he just makes weired deedling noises.Once my parents thought about puting in a fauster home but they did 'nt .Once my parents die I will take care of him. I will take care of him untill my death. Well if you have any questions about my brother my e-mail is sk8erchick48651 I am on yahoo!